So many times those close to me trip on me and my emotions. They trip on my reactions to situations. The situations I speak of are the good ones or the "Blessings", so we call them. Due to my lack of emotions, it's said I come off ungracious. It's not that I'm not GRACIOUS! It's not that I'm APPRECIATIVE! My issue is I EXPECT!
Yes. I EXPECT! When I was younger and I stepped on the field or court, I EXPECTED to win. When I stepped to a test in school, I EXPECTED to pass. When I wake up in the morning, I EXPECT a miracle(s). My shock was win I didn't.
This is where I get annoyed by the voices of my faith lacking. Do you really know the size of a mustard seed? I would like to believe that I have that much belief in myself. I would hope you do in yourself!
So in close, Stop accepting others realities for your life. Give your all! EXPECT BIG!